エリック †™: Dead Poetic & The Final Chaotic. The Crown Clown Of Chaos.

Inspired by Troy

Inspired by The Veronicas & the past…

Alright ladies & gentlemen. I’ve got a friend. We all call him Yu Yu. Study at the same college as i am.

Now we have been debating over this 2 superbly hwat women for many many dong king kong years. Which is hotter. Whenever he talks about it or even look at their pictures, I can see saliva drooling down. Of course any man would. But the difference between me & him is that I wipe it off quickly lol & he doesnt. If I didn’t stop him, the whole floor is going to get wet.

Hard to decide cause there could be only one winner =P. So i’ll let the viewer decide. I know the gentlemen would choose them both but you only can choose one.

Leave comment please. Spank you!

The Star

They were in the newspaper of The Star, is the first underwater wedding held in Hilton Petaling Jaya. Check out the article & the videos. Click on the link. That was the 1st wedding & the 4th one they held in Miri. Which mua (me) going to show you the picture. I’m sorry if the picture doesn’t show fully cause I also don’t know why when i upload, it came out like that.

‘WOMEN DON’T FEEL ATTRACTION FOR
“NICE” GUYS WHO KISS UP TO THEM’

Now this is a very strong phrase for the gentlemen

Which I myself couldn’t agree more…

My blog counter just hit 5050

4 last digit of someones mobile number

What can i say about this person

Mysterious, perfectionist, sometimes lazy

A laughter that reminds me of Santa Clause

……

and i’m the clown elf…

Ladies & gentlemen, as… usual I just got back from clubbing. Is not a surprise anyway. But tonight is different. I’m with my cousin & her future husband. They are getting married this coming Sunday at Eastwood.

Lucky for me I’m going to wear my suit. Standing at the main entrance & keeping my hands busy cause I’ll be shaking hands with a lot of people. I haven’t wore my suit in a long time. The last time I wore it was to one of my cousins wedding. People thought that i was the groom. I’ll upload any picture for you all to see. Me with suit & the wedding.

I’m half Chinese Hakka & half Kayan. My dad is chinese & my mom is kayan. So this cousin of mine is my mother side & she is getting married to a Punjabi. Josina & Kane. My honorable uncle YB Lihan is going to be there too cause is his daughter’s wedding. My uncle. I would like to take this time to congratulate on their wedding this coming Sunday.

I would also take this chance to say I miss someone (if you are reading). I usually ask “how was your day?” every night. This person is always busy with stuff & assignment. Got myself busy with my own stuff & the coming wedding.

Anyway is 3.36 AM. oh they didn’t play the song “Apologize” cause someone is not there.

I’m heading to sleep now. There is no “frack” word on this post “hoho” (someones trademark laugh). Till next time.

Eric Y.

I got up this morning at 7 THINKING that I have class at 8.30 but frack… I forgot my lecturer canceled class cause she is going to Brunei. Previously I woke up this early at 7, it was for… (if you’re reading this, you know who you are =P).

Should I call it funny or weird, but this phrase pops up in my mind & I just had to write it down while is still fresh in my mind.

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This moment,

This time,

Right now,

Anytime,

Instantly RANDOM.

I’m not here to impress anyone,

I’m not here to look good cause of what I write or how I write,

I don’t need your fracking approval,

I write what I feel,

What’s on my mind,

I’m here to be me.

Honest & sincere,

100% hardcore on core ME.

If you got problems with that… Maybe you’re not that great.

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(Some of the phrase you may have read before from previous post but Dayem… this is offensive… I like it. It pops in my mind randomly)

Just some site I bump into that tells you the meaning behind your name.

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Eric Yong

Courageous, intelligent and honest you are a seeker of truth and willingly accept the responsibilities of leadership.

Exercising wisdom and sound judgement you base your actions and decisions on the lessons of past experience.

Your alert mind and creative ideas assure you of success with any project and can bring you great financial rewards.

With your ever positive attitude towards life others find you inspirational.

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It sounds too good but whats in a name? Your name sounds good, cool, manly, etc. You may have a great name from the Bible or from old century knight of the round or Brad.

A name is just words without meaning until you do something. Be the best you can be.

I’ll give you an example; would you remember the name of a rubbish collector or someone who sweeps the floor? but what if he/she rescued a baby from a burning building. You would remember his/her name. Cause of what he/she did.

If you’re worried about your NAME. Take care of your character, your reputation will take care of itself.

This post was on Friday, January 28, 2005 but the incident happened on November 13, 2004. I took it from someone.

It reminded me of something. Reminiscing. It was “what a night” & this person wrote it in a very interesting way, There wont be any names or who is who.

I deleted few of the sentence cause some was P&C. (—-) this is an indicator that there was a sentence I deleted.

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“How I knew you

I asked to be photographed with the birthday boy. You smiled and planted a kiss on my cheek as the camera flashed.

The night wore on but my eyes were constantly on you. You may seem oblivious but you were stealing glances at me too.

By the end of the night, we had kissed about 10-15 times. With tongues.

You beckoned at me from the doorway of your room while your friends lay in drunken stupor all over the floor. (——)

Fast forward a day later.

I was laughing at my friend’s joke when I saw you. Graciously put on a lady’s act and continued laughing in what I thought was an angelic way. Till you spotted me.

You sent me a message (—–) later that night. God knows what happened next.

Days passed into weeks. I waited for you to pop the question. But you already assumed I’m your girlfriend.

Smart arse.”

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I guess the guy was a smart arse after all.

But who is he, who knows.

Only she does.

Optimism & Your Health

I’m just going to put one part of the article but if you want to read the full article click on the title; I have always believed optimism is a hundred times more powerful than pessimism. It contributes to your overall being.

Measuring optimism

Many researchers use the 12-item Life Orientation Test to measure dispositional optimism. Explanatory style is based on how a person explains good or bad news. The pessimist assumes blame for bad news (”It’s me”), assumes the situation is stable (”It will last forever”), and has a global impact (”It will affect everything I do”).

The optimist, on the other hand, does not assume blame for negative events. Instead, he tends to give himself credit for good news, assume good things will last, and be confident that positive developments will spill over into many areas of his life.

Researchers often use either the Attributional Style Questionnaire or the Content Analysis of Verbatim Explanations method to evaluate optimism based on explanatory style.

Harvard Health Publications.

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I’ll tell you a little bit about my past, I used to be very pessimism. You know what? It sucks big time. I learn the hard way through the brutality & hardship. But till one night in my car it hit me, I wouldn’t want to make this very dramatic k. It just something in my mind. It changed the way I think, I feel, I see things; I see people & the way I see myself.

For the past 2 years I have never felt better & have work myself harder to be who I am today. I’ve read motivational books, attended seminars, listen to motivation talk etc. Anything that concern about personal improvement I’m very interested to know & learn. Anytime, anywhere, instantly. Random. Till next time.

Eric Y.

Ladies & gentlemen, as for your information. Right now is 3.20 AM & I just got home from clubbing. Balcony & went to Rainbow. With one of my good friend & a few more people that I just knew that night. You might think I’m drunk but if I was really dead drunk I won’t be writing right now.

Watched the usual pool game in balcony & some betting. As usual I just sat there with my beer & cigarette. Beer & cigarette is always your best friend in clubs. The usual talk, CHEERS & etc. If you’re going to talk about girls. “I’m sorry but the last hand almost killed me” (James Bond)

In balcony the song “apologize” played twice & what was on my mind? Nothing. Honestly, that song does not bring any significant meaning to me. But I guess recently it does mean something to me. I couldn’t care what was happening around me. Even right now while I’m writing this. I’m listening to the same song.

Call me crazy I don’t give a frack. I write what I feel at this moment, at this time, right now. Honest & sincere. Hardcore, on core. Random.

The funny thing some girl asked me “are you working? You look 27 years old bla bla bla”. “I’m sorry I’m still studying, If you’re looking for a rich man go to the next table, I’m not interested”. Harsh? That’s the whole point. I don’t beat around the bush.

When the song sang “Got me ten feet off the ground” I was feeling 10 feet under. Yea and “I just can’t make a sound” either. “I take another chance, take a fall. Take a shot from you” that kind of hit me. I wore the perfect clown mask to hide it all in.

I’m not going to tell you the whole detail why this song “apologize” or even what I feel right now in full detail cause heck, I deal with it, I suck it up, I take a walk.

Anyway I’m tired, feeling “apologize”. I’m going to sleep. Be good out there ladies & gentlemen. Till next time.

Eric Y.

Every legend has a story, every person has a story, and I have a story. I can’t say clearly about a story of this person cause is private & confidential. But her life… The Untold Story…

There was a woman I know, I call her dragon.

As high as the sky she breaks it to prove what she is made of. She bleeds just to know she is alive. Strong, confident, straight forward & all the attribute of a dragon characteristic should have. Out in the open crowd & open road she smile, walk confidently & very well groom. With a strong voice even I can’t deny.

Many years of her life has gone through much hardship & tears. Family, friends, relationship. Of course life is full of dramas. Is usual, is a routine. But is fatal to the mind & heart. For her, she has come to a point “what is life?”, “what is the point?”, “for what?” With all the success she has that few or most women would want, would dream of, would trade for, would die for. Even men can’t deny her capability & beauty. Even men would want to make her a trophy for their great skills & achievement in courting women.

Meaningless but not lost. “Never compete with others, always compete with yourself”, “believe in yourself & do it” That’s her motto. That’s what got her where she is today but is also what brought her pain. Pain all in the name of love. With all that burden on her shoulder, with all the tears, the bleeding. She still achieve what she believe in, achieve what people think is impossible; achieve to prove to people that she is not that small. To prove to those that did her wrong was a fool, to prove to those that care she is great. To prove to that one person, she is greater today than she was before.

Above it all, the flashing, the fame, the gossip, the jealousy, the dramas, broken promises. All she ever… Ever wanted was love. I know some of us can live without it, some of us despise it cause of our past, some of us threw away what we felt inside that makes us human & decide to install switch that turn our emotion off. You all might think is stupid but who are we to say for we ourselves have untold story. For we ourselves wear a mask every single day when we wake up. For we ourselves deep inside is torn & trying to keep our inside from falling out.

This women, is just one of those untold story…

Eric Y.

10 Secrets That Millionaires Keep.

Think the wealthy are all smart, friendly, spendthrift, spoiled and privileged? You might be surprised by the real forces behind their success.

Here’s a very interesting article that i bump into in msn money. Is a site I always go to & read stuff about money. Anyway I’ll just give you the points there is in the article but for full details click on the title.

1. You may think I’m rich, but I don’t.
2. I shop at Wal-Mart.
3. But I didn’t get rich by skimping on lattes.
4. I have a concierge for everything.
5. You don’t get rich by being nice. (I personally like this one)
6. Taxes are for little people
7. I was a B student (I like this one too)
8. Like my Ferrari? Is rental. (Awesome)
9. Turns out money can buy happiness (one way or another)
10. You worry about the Joneses. I worry about keeping up with the Trumps. (I worry about the Yongs, I worry about Improving it)

Delifrance been there a few times. Tried the mushroom soup, Chilli Lamb Spaghetti i think, bread & tart. I like it. Although is a little expensive.  The workers are friendly & I don’t know how I became friends with them. Maybe thats just me. I’m friendly too. Is always a good thing to make someones day with a compliment or a smile.

I think you’re gonna say WHAT!? if i were to tell you i bought 5 boxes of Delifrance bread, Is not the long one. But the small ones with alot of different bread in it. Like tuna, chicken, curry chicken, etc.

I was buying it for breakfast for my parents. I always pamper my parents whenever i get the chance. They usually eat Kan Mien or Fried Kweh Tiaw at the famous old place in Miri. Should try something new for a change.

My parents is staying over at my 2nd brothers place. I purposely called my mom to say “DON’T TA PAO OR EAT BREAKFAST AT THE OLD PLACE, I’VE GOT SOMETHING NEW. IS DELIFRANCE!”.

My mom was like half asleep half awake just answer me “alright, don’t talk on the phone while you’re driving”. -_-||| zzz

When I was in Kuala Lumpur. The 1st club I went to was Maison (Beauty Has a Beat). Is at Jalan Yap Ah Shak // Heritage Row. What can I say, Is hell a lot better than Miri clubs. The crowd was awesome, the place was great what else to do besides just enjoy yourself the whole night. For the guys I bet you’ll melt INSTANTLY cause there is just so so… so many hot girls. You wished you had 10 eyes haha.

I’ll show you a few pictures. It wasn’t taken by me. With all respect to the photographer. Thanks.

This place is hell crazy, man i wish i was in KL. Too bad when i was there I didn’t take any pictures & my fellow gentlemen was… to busy looking at girls. 6 bottles, great music, great DJ, great place.. what a night. Lovin’ It.

This coming month on the September 19 Maison is going to have an awesome event. TWISTED presents LOVEBOMB. If anyone is going to KL this September 19 please do go check it out. I wish I could be there, oh well.