Forgive Me
Father, I’m going through some heavy things
It seems like this world ain’t getting any better
I’ve spent so many nights wondering when will it end
I’m running the race but it seems too hard to win
I’m sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up in the morning
My heart’s been put on display and put away
In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok
And anger was the price that was paid
I’ve come to terms that I’m burning both sides of the rope
And I’m hoping that self control would kick in before I’m choking off
The sin that be destroying every fiber I got
I need the Lord in every way I’ll never make it I’m not
Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life
I couldn’t do it I would lose it there’s no point to the fight
And I’m writing this, for the people who don’t belong
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong
Inside a life that’s filled with anger and disappointment
You couldn’t pay me to abandon the idea of true hope
That I could make it through this life
Lord I don’t know what I’m struggling for
There’s go to be more
Than this life I know
But still I’m here fighting to never give up
I find strength in Your love
And You will see me through
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