Just got home from a night out with my friends at Thai bar. But tonight is different, I think. With a Vodka Martini in my hand, a lot went through my mind. Took out my phone make a call but no answer.
As the people around me get drunk & start dancing. I walked around a little & went back to sit. They took my drink & said “I give this to a girl”. I said “sure go ahead’. They came back & asked me “Hey go hit on girls man”. I smiled, walked away & get myself another drink.
The song was loud, people were drunk, & my mind was silent. I took out a cigarette & was about to light it, I said to myself “if a certain someone is around, I wouldn’t even touch this”. As I look at the pool table it reminds me of a night. It was a night whatever there is around. It doesn’t matter.
I guess that certain someone struck me in a way & all I’m doing is standing outside looking in.
But I guess I was just dreaming…


The club scene, seems so far away now. Never really my kind of thing.
cc said this on September 28, 2008 at 9:58 am