エリック †™: Dead Poetic & The Final Chaotic. The Crown Clown Of Chaos.

Many fear

Fear of defeat

Fear of shame

Fear of what they  might say

Fear of what they might think

Fear of the unknown

Fear….

That’s why no one will remember your name

“There are three things that a child can teach an adult:

To be happy for no reason; to be always busy doing something;

And to know how to demand - with all one’s might”

-  Paulo Coelho

The rest of your life is a long time.

and whether you like it or not is being shape rite now.

You can choose to blame your circumstance on bad luck or bad choices.

or you can fight back.

Things aren’t always gonna be fair in the real world, that’s just the way it is.

But for the most part, you get what you give.

Let me all ask you a question.

whats worse, not getting everything you wish for

or getting it but finding out is not enough.

The rest of your life is being shape right now.

With the dream you chase.

The choices you make.

and the person you decide to be.

The rest of your life is a long time.

and the rest of your life starts right now.

Father, I’m going through some heavy things
It seems like this world ain’t getting any better
I’ve spent so many nights wondering when will it end
I’m running the race but it seems too hard to win
I’m sick of mourning my stomach is throwing up in the morning
My heart’s been put on display and put away
In many ways, many times I told myself it was ok
And anger was the price that was paid
I’ve come to terms that I’m burning both sides of the rope
And I’m hoping that self control would kick in before I’m choking off
The sin that be destroying every fiber I got
I need the Lord in every way I’ll never make it I’m not
Going back to the way I was before Christ in my life
I couldn’t do it I would lose it there’s no point to the fight
And I’m writing this, for the people who don’t belong
I pray away the pain you feel from all the things that went wrong
Inside a life that’s filled with anger and disappointment
You couldn’t pay me to abandon the idea of true hope
That I could make it through this life
Lord I don’t know what I’m struggling for
There’s go to be more
Than this life I know
But still I’m here fighting to never give up
I find strength in Your love
And You will see me through

People Change.

People Forget.

People became who they are.

People study others to know themselves.

Circumstances, Situation, Emotion, Grief, Sadness, Love, Hate.

Most of all Choices.

People Deny or Accept their very being.

To run away from the Past.

Try to Change the Past.

Courage to see the Future a better place.

Series of Unfortunate or Fortunate events.

Series of Chain Reaction that causes it.

This is what I call “Human Psychological Evolution”.

I cant write something with honest words

Because i always end up sugar coating the words

When did someone as laid back as me

Realize he had something worth to protect

Is not anyone’s fault but i know there are things more important to me

Than becoming someone

But ‘ll be growing the whole time

I’m trying to figure out what they are…

£1m-£2m The comfortable poor

£2m-£5m The comfortably off

£5m-£15m The comfortably wealthy

£15m-£40m The lesser rich

£40m-£75m The comfortably rich

£75m-£100m The rich

£100m-£200m The seriously rich

£200m-£400m The truly rich

£400m-£999m The filthy rich

More than £999m The super rich

I’ll start with “The Comforable Poor” =)

Some event & people leave you with a smile.

Memories to look forward & look back how great it was.

Some left you with a kiss with a lingering thought.

Some kept you where you are.

Some driven you to where you’re at now.

I guess thats how it is.

There are things in life we’ll never know for sure.

There are things in life you just have to let it be.

There are things in life you just have to see it as it is.

For me, things come and go like the wind.

Like dust once there & gone with the wind.

That’s why the only thing I ever believe was myself.

The only faith I have was myself.

The only regrets I have was myself.

My own selfish confidence.

My own selfish justice.

My own selfish happiness with a sense to kill.

One of my best friend said something that is really true: -

“A sequence of maneuvers and a system of behavior would never fix what was broken inside. Nothing would fix what was broken inside. All we can do is embrace the damage.” - Malcom M

Just a song that i recently been listening to…

Uqu_zNPi_ME”>Rain - Love Story

The night was loud. Me & few of my best friends had a discussion. In a straight forward manner one of my best friend said :-

Mr M: Eric, If I were you. All I need is just one reason. Just one reason & I’ll drop that person or anyone on the spot. Stop being a pin that’s stick on a wall & look at you whenever they feel like it.

Heck, you might have been here & there. Only need you to be here & there but not all the time. After all said & done stick you back on the wall. I agree with 2 of them. I mean whats the point in chasing something that’s not even there.

Is like you’re telling yourself “I want to say I’m soft” but in the back of your head you know you’re being stupid. I’m mean how stupid can you be if you cant see what is laying in front of you.

Mr Anonymous: Sometimes you just have to jump in with both feet to know. If you fall for someone then just fall even if you’re gonna be drop dead in the end. Stop using your brain to think, use your heart to feel.

That’s when you don’t regret & knowing you did your best. That’s when you know you’re alive. Cause for 3 years you’re dead cold.

Now at least you look alive, I don’t know who is that special someone to you but that person has definitely put a smile on your face. All your best friend can see it on your face.

Me: Right…

“Rich people do what broke people think about.”

T.Harv Eker author of the best selling book “Secret Of The Millionaire Mind”

Look I care about 2 things.

Money & the pleasure that money brings me.

Well said by Chuck Bass (Gossip Girl)